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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2007|02:27 pm]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |kenny chesney]

2 finals down and 2 more to go. one on monday and one on tuesday. the one on monday should be pretty easy. the one on tuesday im gonna have to study a little bit more for. oh well. i've really kind of enjoyed the past week. i have had to study yes but i make time to rest and play : ) and good times are had. plus it helps that it has been gorgeous outside. it always makes my mood better. however im gonna have to start packing for real soon and that makes me sad. allie leaves monday and i leave tuesday night. so im gonna have a while where im here without a roomie. 
: ( sad. i cant believe that im halfway dont college. its crazy. 

alright well i better go and actually do some work. plus allie is standing on my desk taking our fishy lights down. so i kinda need to move. : )
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2007|07:12 pm]
[mood | relieved]
[music |allies music on her computer]

so its been a while. eric is 17. its weird. another valentines day has come and gone. danni jeff and i made cupcakes. fun! we had a snow day. that was fun too b/c i didnt really have any work. thats about it. went and saw "because i said so" with danni. i LOVED it. its really embarressing at some points but i think that is what makes it so funny. so yeah since then i have basically been studying FOREVER! i had an acquisition of language exam today and i have a making babies exam tomorrow and then i have a theatre and dance quiz on wednesday. boo. i was really stressed about what i was doing for housing but now i basically have that figured out now. we shal see how that ends up....we have to wait until danni knows if she got the ra job. so yeah im REALLY glad/relieved that i have a plan. finally. so yeah have to go and study and stop procrastinating.

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today [Dec. 17th, 2006|09:45 pm]
[mood | a little gloomy but still good]
[music |somebody to love]

well. i havent updated in a while and will update about actual life probably sometime tomorrow or at least sometime soon. 


today...December 17th. was not full of crap like i half expected it to be. i knew how i was going to deal with it. just a normal day. but to tell you the truth i thought that my mom wasnt going to be that way. or even my dad. however today was overall a very happy day. we went and got our christmas tree. then we went and saw Happy Feet with jen, tina, becky, leeanne, yuri, and beth and marcie came too. i liked the movie even tho some parts were a little weird. but still i liked it a lot. then after a quick trip to pick up a new tree stand we went back to our house...put the tree up decorated it and had chinese food. chrissy and aubrie came for a while and then kevin and then mike. it was fun.

it is just really weird to think that it has been a whole year. this time last year i was sitting with all of my friends. andrew was finally home from ireland. its sad cause i think i talked to him more when he was actually in ireland than i have when he had actually been in the same state. but i was just thinking that it was kind of weird that we randomly decided that we should have chinese food tonight when thats what we ate for dinner exactly a year ago. i had forgotten until when i sat down to write this. just weird. its weird to think that this morning i was so glad to have slept in when a year ago i only slept a few hours. and i was the one that basically got the most sleep out of everyone. except maybe eric. he slept a lot. getting up and finding out that becky had already come and gone. and there were more people there and more on the way. everyone just so nervous and not knowing what to do with themselves. i can still picture sitting in that room. i think that image will be stuck in my brain forever. i was glad that so many people were able to be there. right there. the hardest thing i had to do was text danni and tell her so she could tell others. i couldnt call her. i couldnt make myself say it quite yet. its weird to think of how i can say it now. there is no weirdness. its a fact now. i know it. which is sad too. 

yesterday on my way home i stopped at the cemetary. the stone is really cool. i like it. but it says my sisters name. this is so not how things were supposed to happen. 

oh so random interjection....i had a thought the other day. i was listening to my itunes and my heart will go on came on. that would have been a perfect song to put a slideshow too. whit, i think you and emmy might agree. it made tears coming to my eyes thinking about it and listening to the words a little. i know totally not a thing for me to do....you know be emotional and all but yeah.

danni, you know how i was talking about how my thoughts work like a movie. sometimes i just wish that i could show my mental movie to other people. however my mental movie of the day happens to be about this day last year but there are just some people that would appreciate seeing it. like some people that were just could not be here for whatever reason. distance or us justing not being able to get EVERYONE. 

alright well now i think im going to go relax by the light of our new tree and watch some happy tv before i go to bed and end the day as happy as the rest of it was.
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2006|01:58 pm]
[mood | annoyed w/ homework]
[music |stupid song :P]

i have a bunch to update on but i just dont have time. i will have time after tuesday however hopefully cause that is when my exam is...but i just want to say: 

Happy Birthday Sarah!!

i hope that it is awesome and that you have a good time. miss you tons!
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2006|02:27 pm]
[mood | excited]
[music |im so excited and i just cant hide it]

how excited am i for this weekend? SOOO EXCITED! 

why you might ask.

i am going to pumpkin fest in Keene and staying with Chrissy! 

plus all my exams will be over. and i wont really have any worries. : )

just thought everyone should share my excitement. : D
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(no subject) [Jul. 30th, 2006|07:02 pm]
[mood | stressed]
[music |upside-down by jack johnson]

where to start. well i have been working my butt off lately will be basically until school starts back up. on wednesday mom and i went down to see her roommate from college and her family who were up in provincetown from texas. i had never met them before. i mean we always sent them christmas packages and such but we had never actually met until this week. we went and saw one of the daughters (Katy) in As You Like It then we hung around P-town and went to the beach on thurs.  i was late for work on thurs. but that was ok. then fri night my moms roomie and her husband and their other daughter christy came to the house and stayed the night. we went to parkers maple barn in the morning which is always amazing. the both families with the exception of me took a trip to boston and went on a duck bost tour/. i had to work. 

this week i am working 5 days. yikes. thats a lot considering i  usually only work 3 or 4. today i worked with len and it was only me and jeff(the grill boy). i really felt like punching len in the face especially when he tried to tell me how to do a dip. i am amzing at dips. there was no need for him to tell me how and then mess it up anyway. i was pissed. then i had to stay an hour late cause he didnt feel like being on window for an hour. big douche. 

the next 2 weeks after this week im going to be little melissas aid at camp and still having a couple shifts at axels. my dad and mom are trying to plan a family vacation but you know what? i really dont think im in the mood. i dont really have time for it. i would love to just keep working at axels that last week and start packing a little. i dont wanna end up on vacation, come back and have one day to pack before i leave for school. personally i think thats kinda dumb. and i wanna spend some time with my friends before i leave too. not that i dont wanna spent time with my family on vacation but i can only do so much in a month. blah. i hate the last month before school starts because i always feel like i have so much to do and not enough time to do it in.

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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2006|11:30 am]
[mood | blank]
[music |a weird song on the radio]

QuizGalaxy!
'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com
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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2006|11:40 pm]
[mood | bored]
[music |sway-michael buble]

QuizGalaxy.com
'Why are you going to hell?' at QuizGalaxy.com
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blah [Jul. 23rd, 2006|07:37 pm]
[mood | blah]
[music |how to save a life-the fray]

went to diner with danni and amanda. it was wicked yummy and then we came back to my house to hang out. went shopping with grandma nad mom. FINALLY gave danni her birthday present. cause im that cool. but at least its a good present. and she loves it. today i went to see the babies. i love them. and they talk now which is fun. :) tomorrow chrissy is comiong to visit and then i have to work...boo to work. but its really not that long of a shift.

thats about all i have to talk about besides the fact that im wicked bored. i did a bunch today and yet somehow im bored already. i miss the beach people a lot. there was always someone to talk to or go for a walk with. and i cant take walks at my house cause there are too many bugs. they like to attack and dive bomb your head. SO uncool. i think that we people need to get together before school starts again cause maybe that will tide me over for a little while. so yeah i think im going to go and help eric with something. :p

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woo [Jul. 21st, 2006|04:36 pm]
[mood | good]
[music |sadly...i have a hilary duff song on my brain]

went on vacation last week and had an amazing time!!! then when i came home sat. that night i went and visited jen at her house and saw becky, mike, beckys roomie, tina, and joe(jen's brother) that was fun. then sunday was f-ing amazing cause i got to go see kelly clarkson in concert with danni and julie!! i really love kelly. she is awesome! then i had to work monday boo. tuesday mom eric and i went down to see grandma and we had allie meet us at my fav. restaurant down there, shady glen. yumm. then i went and hung with allie and saw the devil wears prada. i liked it. then we tried to go in allies hot tub but it lighteninged so we couldnt. :(  it was really good to see allie tho :D so then wed. we came home (with grandma yippee) cause i had to work. thurs i worked again and that brings me to today. i got woken up in the middle of a very weird dream by chrissy calling my cell. so i talked to chrissy for a while cause i havent talked to her in forever. she is even coming to visit the fam and me monday. im excited. so yeah that is what is going on with me. im going to dinner with danni and amanda tonight. yay! so yeah now i am going to go and amuse myself before dinner with fun people.
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i love friends [Jul. 15th, 2006|11:14 pm]
[mood | thankful]
[music |wanted dead or alive- chris daughtry]

i have a feeling that there might be some updating that needs to be done. but as of right now im pretty tired. so im gonna say this. i really really really love my friends. i may get annoyed with them sometimes but in the end i always realize that they are what keeps me....me. so i just need to tell you all that i love you guys. i may sound really corny but i always like being told how much i mean to people and sometimes i feel like people dont tell each other how much they appreciate one another. so i just wanted to say that. now i think im going to go pass out from exhaustion/maybe some other things. night
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(no subject) [Jul. 2nd, 2006|10:57 pm]
[mood | hot]
[music |watching a little tv]

ive been working so much lately. not even kidding. but i guess it is worth it because i like money and i am just really looking forward to next week. plus on wednesday i get to get together with megan and jeff this wednesday plus there is a possiblity that i will get to see alana on friday. im am just looking forward to the next week and such. after tuesday i will be done with work for like a week and a half. yay. but i get to miss fireworks on tuesday which is sad. i love fireworks. but at least i get to see the parade and go to the thing after and get fries and cotton candy and such. yum love it. so yeah that is about all for now i have to go and take a shower before i go to bed. talk more later.
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2006|03:12 pm]
[mood | excited]
[music |manic monday on the radio]

so yeah done babysitting for the aubins. im gonna go to camp with melissa in august tho. yay for more money. 

i got up early this morning so that me and mom could go out and see if we could find me a bathing suit. we actually had awesome luck which doesnt normally happen. we narrowed it down to 2 that we liked the best and then i just chose one. im very happy with it. its a couple shades of blue.  and accentuates (sp?) good places and such. im really happy. 

so yeah worked yesterday and im working tonight. yesterday was slow but i definitely think that today is going to be plenty busy. cuz it is pretty nice out. so yeah i think im gonna go and get ready cuz thats about all i have to talk about. i know im boring.
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2006|10:02 pm]
[mood | calm]
[music |MTV]

went to the sox game yesterday since correy said that she would work for me. omg it was awesome. we were four freakin rows from the field. and it was pretty much an amazing game. we could actually be seen on tv because of the seats that we were in. i will just say that it was amazing.

so today i babysat for little melissa and stephanie aubin. it was funny. i painted their nails and they did my makeup and hair. they were funny. i am watching them tomorrow and thursday too. hopefully they get along as well as they did today for the rest of the time. there are just sometimes when they really act like siblings.

but yeah i am going to finish up watching tv and then get to bed so that i can wake up to be at the aubins by 9....that is early for me and i hate it.

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blah [Jun. 25th, 2006|05:42 pm]
[mood | blah]
[music |dad watching tv]

so yeah yesterday i got a call from andrew to see the lake house. it was really good but i kinda figured it out half way through. but i still really liked it. so then we came back to my house and we ordered chinese and watched amittyville horror. which was pretty scary. but i fell asleep with my light next to my bed on by accident and my mom decided to come in and tell me that it was on but i was sleeping. she scared the crap out of me and then i couldnt get back to sleep. it kinda sucked. 

today i was supposed to go to the red sox game. we had seats right next to the dugout too. we parked and took the t into boston and were walking towards the fenway when we found out that the game had been postponed until tomorrow at 1. kinda stinks a lot since we had gotten all the way there. so we went out to lunch and then just came home. but my only problem is that i am supposed to work from 4-8+ tomorrow. so now i have to find someone to go in for me. it just kinda stinks...oh well. so that was my day. whatever. now im gonna go and see if i can find someone that can work for me and such. blah
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2006|01:35 pm]
[mood | content]
[music |eric playing guitar...yuck]

not really much news here...went to see Cars with eric yesterday after he got out of school. he told me that we were going out to celebrate his not having school any more. but that is kinda silly considering he goes to summer school next week. but whatever. then later in the day i got to go to the beach with danni and anne. it was a relaly good time. we went swimming and the water was actually awesome. we had some dinner and got to watch the sun set. there was also this guy that came up to us when me and danni were drinking cream soda who said that he was 19 and saw that we were drinking. we were like, dude its cream soda sorry. haha it was funny. then later when danni went to the bathroom  me and anne saw that same guy making out with a girl. and as me and anne decided it wasnt really cute making out. it was eating face making out. but then the guy like turned the girl and layed her on back. we were just like...what are they gonna do...have sex on the beach with people around them. but yeah over all awesome beach day. anyways im gonna go and take  a shower and get ready for work. yahoo but at least im working with danni.
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"trust me on the sunscreen" [Jun. 2nd, 2006|01:23 pm]
[mood | sunburned]
[music |MTV on tv]

so i went to work on tuesday and it really was not all that bad. not that busy which is always awesome. and then on wednesday i went to the beach with andrew and danni. such a good time. you know until i got home and realized how sunburned i actually was. pretty much the worst sunburn ever.  but hey that is my fault. so yeah i basically just tried to not be in pain yesterday and now i have to work tonight. im so not excited to put clothes on. im gonna hurt i think and joann is probably going to give me a hard time but oh well. alright...now im going to take a shower so that i am fresh and clean for work. that is always nice.

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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2006|05:09 pm]
[mood | cheerful]
[music |did you get my message?- jason mraz]

so the other day i was sitting around with basically nothing to do and i got a call from danni saying that her and amanda were going to the mall to go to the new bra and underwear store and were wondering if i would like to go. umm of course i wanted to go. so then we went and found out that this store does not have a dressing room. so we got really mad. i got 4 pairs of underwear for $10 tho. that was fun. and then we decided to go to JCPenney where i pretty much hit the jackpot. got 3 tanktops and a skirt for like $42. i saved like$38. i was pretty impressed. and they are all really cute tanktops. 

so then yesterday i went to visit my new baby second cousin whose name is elizabeth but i think that they said that they were going to call her betsy which i was not so much a fan of. but whatever. but she is soooo cute and plus i got to see the other second cousins nick and kyra, they are awesome too. then i came home and ate and then went to the fireworks with danni, came home, danni slept over. then we woke up this morning and hung around. then we went and grabbed panera for my family, had a picnic, and then played a bunch of rummy(sp?) i friggin love that game. so yeah that is about it. 

i start working at axel's again tomorrow. and its a len night. i hate working with him. i hope someone else cool is working. that would be WONDERFUL!!! so yeah that is about it.

oh and ps. i just have to say that i am wearing one of my new tanks today and i LOVE it . i look pretty hot im not gonna lie. haha

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(no subject) [May. 21st, 2006|12:37 pm]
[mood | bored]
[music |Law and Order SVU]

so yesterday was a really good time. went to them mall with the rest of the fab four and then came back to my house to watch Saw and Saw II. it was good to see them again. it was was a really good time. lots of laughter as always. 

apparently my dad decided that tomorrow is going to be our mother's day since i wasnt here for the real mothers day. so we are going out to breakfast. i dont even know where. whatever. i just hope that it is good. so i have just realized that my life is not that interesting at the moment. i need something more interesting to happen to me. i guess we shall see if anything does. that would be fun.

so now i am going to finish watching SVU and head to bed. hopefully next time i will have more to say.

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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2006|10:58 pm]
[mood | sunburned]
[music |in my head-anna nalick]

ok so there really didnt end up being that much drama last night....but it was just annoying. So i finished my women studies final paper...im done with that. yay!! so now i am home in merrimack for my mom's birthday. so im hanging out with her this weekend. yay!!! so yeah my mood has been changing really randomly lately. one moment i will be in an awesome mood and then it will just go away. or ill be in a bad mood and then all of a sudden feel better. it is just weird. but today has been different. i have been in a pretty good mood all day. it may be the weather tho. so lovely. i got a sunburn tho which is not so lovely. im a cool one.

anyway i was packing some stuff to bring home today and it really made me sad. i dont wanna leave alexander and even tho people are annoying, i am still gonna miss them. i know im gonna have an awesome time next year with allie as a roomie tho. she is awesome. i would really like to know where jeff is living tho. i just wanna know if i am going to have to walk to west bum fuck or not. im gonna be so sad if he lived in gable or woodsides. that will be so far away and he is like my best friend. so uncool for him to live far away. so hopefully he gets mills. that would be amazing.

so it took me until right now to realize that i am a loser and forgot my laundry basket at school which had a bunch of stuff that i was bringing home in it....including my deodorant perfume and cell phone charger...how dumb am i? oh well. not that big a deal. just dumb. ok anyways i think im gonna go to bed early tonight. should be amazing. im going to a hockey game tomorrow my dad is playing against some bruins retirees. should be interesting.
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