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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2007|02:27 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |kenny chesney]

2 finals down and 2 more to go. one on monday and one on tuesday. the one on monday should be pretty easy. the one on tuesday im gonna have to study a little bit more for. oh well. i've really kind of enjoyed the past week. i have had to study yes but i make time to rest and play : ) and good times are had. plus it helps that it has been gorgeous outside. it always makes my mood better. however im gonna have to start packing for real soon and that makes me sad. allie leaves monday and i leave tuesday night. so im gonna have a while where im here without a roomie. 
: ( sad. i cant believe that im halfway dont college. its crazy. 

alright well i better go and actually do some work. plus allie is standing on my desk taking our fishy lights down. so i kinda need to move. : )
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(no subject) [Feb. 19th, 2007|07:12 pm]
[mood |relievedrelieved]
[music |allies music on her computer]

so its been a while. eric is 17. its weird. another valentines day has come and gone. danni jeff and i made cupcakes. fun! we had a snow day. that was fun too b/c i didnt really have any work. thats about it. went and saw "because i said so" with danni. i LOVED it. its really embarressing at some points but i think that is what makes it so funny. so yeah since then i have basically been studying FOREVER! i had an acquisition of language exam today and i have a making babies exam tomorrow and then i have a theatre and dance quiz on wednesday. boo. i was really stressed about what i was doing for housing but now i basically have that figured out now. we shal see how that ends up....we have to wait until danni knows if she got the ra job. so yeah im REALLY glad/relieved that i have a plan. finally. so yeah have to go and study and stop procrastinating.

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today [Dec. 17th, 2006|09:45 pm]
[mood |gloomya little gloomy but still good]
[music |somebody to love]

well. i havent updated in a while and will update about actual life probably sometime tomorrow or at least sometime soon. 


today...December 17th. was not full of crap like i half expected it to be. i knew how i was going to deal with it. just a normal day. but to tell you the truth i thought that my mom wasnt going to be that way. or even my dad. however today was overall a very happy day. we went and got our christmas tree. then we went and saw Happy Feet with jen, tina, becky, leeanne, yuri, and beth and marcie came too. i liked the movie even tho some parts were a little weird. but still i liked it a lot. then after a quick trip to pick up a new tree stand we went back to our house...put the tree up decorated it and had chinese food. chrissy and aubrie came for a while and then kevin and then mike. it was fun.

it is just really weird to think that it has been a whole year. this time last year i was sitting with all of my friends. andrew was finally home from ireland. its sad cause i think i talked to him more when he was actually in ireland than i have when he had actually been in the same state. but i was just thinking that it was kind of weird that we randomly decided that we should have chinese food tonight when thats what we ate for dinner exactly a year ago. i had forgotten until when i sat down to write this. just weird. its weird to think that this morning i was so glad to have slept in when a year ago i only slept a few hours. and i was the one that basically got the most sleep out of everyone. except maybe eric. he slept a lot. getting up and finding out that becky had already come and gone. and there were more people there and more on the way. everyone just so nervous and not knowing what to do with themselves. i can still picture sitting in that room. i think that image will be stuck in my brain forever. i was glad that so many people were able to be there. right there. the hardest thing i had to do was text danni and tell her so she could tell others. i couldnt call her. i couldnt make myself say it quite yet. its weird to think of how i can say it now. there is no weirdness. its a fact now. i know it. which is sad too. 

yesterday on my way home i stopped at the cemetary. the stone is really cool. i like it. but it says my sisters name. this is so not how things were supposed to happen. 

oh so random interjection....i had a thought the other day. i was listening to my itunes and my heart will go on came on. that would have been a perfect song to put a slideshow too. whit, i think you and emmy might agree. it made tears coming to my eyes thinking about it and listening to the words a little. i know totally not a thing for me to do....you know be emotional and all but yeah.

danni, you know how i was talking about how my thoughts work like a movie. sometimes i just wish that i could show my mental movie to other people. however my mental movie of the day happens to be about this day last year but there are just some people that would appreciate seeing it. like some people that were just could not be here for whatever reason. distance or us justing not being able to get EVERYONE. 

alright well now i think im going to go relax by the light of our new tree and watch some happy tv before i go to bed and end the day as happy as the rest of it was.
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(no subject) [Nov. 12th, 2006|01:58 pm]
[mood |annoyedannoyed w/ homework]
[music |stupid song :P]

i have a bunch to update on but i just dont have time. i will have time after tuesday however hopefully cause that is when my exam is...but i just want to say: 

Happy Birthday Sarah!!

i hope that it is awesome and that you have a good time. miss you tons!
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2006|02:27 pm]
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |im so excited and i just cant hide it]

how excited am i for this weekend? SOOO EXCITED! 

why you might ask.

i am going to pumpkin fest in Keene and staying with Chrissy! 

plus all my exams will be over. and i wont really have any worries. : )

just thought everyone should share my excitement. : D
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(no subject) [Jul. 30th, 2006|07:02 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |upside-down by jack johnson]

where to start. well i have been working my butt off lately will be basically until school starts back up. on wednesday mom and i went down to see her roommate from college and her family who were up in provincetown from texas. i had never met them before. i mean we always sent them christmas packages and such but we had never actually met until this week. we went and saw one of the daughters (Katy) in As You Like It then we hung around P-town and went to the beach on thurs.  i was late for work on thurs. but that was ok. then fri night my moms roomie and her husband and their other daughter christy came to the house and stayed the night. we went to parkers maple barn in the morning which is always amazing. the both families with the exception of me took a trip to boston and went on a duck bost tour/. i had to work. 

this week i am working 5 days. yikes. thats a lot considering i  usually only work 3 or 4. today i worked with len and it was only me and jeff(the grill boy). i really felt like punching len in the face especially when he tried to tell me how to do a dip. i am amzing at dips. there was no need for him to tell me how and then mess it up anyway. i was pissed. then i had to stay an hour late cause he didnt feel like being on window for an hour. big douche. 

the next 2 weeks after this week im going to be little melissas aid at camp and still having a couple shifts at axels. my dad and mom are trying to plan a family vacation but you know what? i really dont think im in the mood. i dont really have time for it. i would love to just keep working at axels that last week and start packing a little. i dont wanna end up on vacation, come back and have one day to pack before i leave for school. personally i think thats kinda dumb. and i wanna spend some time with my friends before i leave too. not that i dont wanna spent time with my family on vacation but i can only do so much in a month. blah. i hate the last month before school starts because i always feel like i have so much to do and not enough time to do it in.

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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2006|11:30 am]
[mood |blankblank]
[music |a weird song on the radio]

QuizGalaxy!
'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com
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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2006|11:40 pm]
[mood |boredbored]
[music |sway-michael buble]

QuizGalaxy.com
'Why are you going to hell?' at QuizGalaxy.com
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blah [Jul. 23rd, 2006|07:37 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |how to save a life-the fray]

went to diner with danni and amanda. it was wicked yummy and then we came back to my house to hang out. went shopping with grandma nad mom. FINALLY gave danni her birthday present. cause im that cool. but at least its a good present. and she loves it. today i went to see the babies. i love them. and they talk now which is fun. :) tomorrow chrissy is comiong to visit and then i have to work...boo to work. but its really not that long of a shift.

thats about all i have to talk about besides the fact that im wicked bored. i did a bunch today and yet somehow im bored already. i miss the beach people a lot. there was always someone to talk to or go for a walk with. and i cant take walks at my house cause there are too many bugs. they like to attack and dive bomb your head. SO uncool. i think that we people need to get together before school starts again cause maybe that will tide me over for a little while. so yeah i think im going to go and help eric with something. :p

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woo [Jul. 21st, 2006|04:36 pm]
[mood |goodgood]
[music |sadly...i have a hilary duff song on my brain]

went on vacation last week and had an amazing time!!! then when i came home sat. that night i went and visited jen at her house and saw becky, mike, beckys roomie, tina, and joe(jen's brother) that was fun. then sunday was f-ing amazing cause i got to go see kelly clarkson in concert with danni and julie!! i really love kelly. she is awesome! then i had to work monday boo. tuesday mom eric and i went down to see grandma and we had allie meet us at my fav. restaurant down there, shady glen. yumm. then i went and hung with allie and saw the devil wears prada. i liked it. then we tried to go in allies hot tub but it lighteninged so we couldnt. :(  it was really good to see allie tho :D so then wed. we came home (with grandma yippee) cause i had to work. thurs i worked again and that brings me to today. i got woken up in the middle of a very weird dream by chrissy calling my cell. so i talked to chrissy for a while cause i havent talked to her in forever. she is even coming to visit the fam and me monday. im excited. so yeah that is what is going on with me. im going to dinner with danni and amanda tonight. yay! so yeah now i am going to go and amuse myself before dinner with fun people.
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